Happy happy happy.

Somehow my account was briefly disabled. Blogspot claimed it was one of two things: suspicious activity or a terms of service violation. ....:/ I have no idea what the hell happened.

Anyway anyway, let's get to the good stuff.

I've seen Rob every day since my birthday. It's very difficult hiding this from everyone, it really is. I have to lie to my roommate about where I'm going, and we have to work around Joan. It's incredibly unfair, and I know he and I are going to have to talk about it soon.

But I'm falling crazy for him. I really am.

The day after all this happened, he picked me up around 2 am. He had to get up super early, so I didn't think we were going to do much, but he ended up having me stay overnight again. We didn't have sex; we simply slept in the same bed together. We held each other and it made me giddy. I woke him up and had to go to work, so he dropped me off at my apartment, where we repeated the holding each other's head in our hands and kissing thing.

I texted him that night, drunk, saying that I know that I was coming off clingy, but I wanted to see him again, that I couldn't stop thinking about him. He said he couldn't come get me, but we could meet again in the morning.

He picked me up at 8:30 am yesterday. We went to breakfast, and it was wonderful. We bantered and ate in comfortable silence. On the way out, the guy at the register said he recognized me from somewhere. We tried to figure it out for a minute before realizing it was through a mutual friend. When Rob and I got outside, he said, "Was that guy hitting on you? I mean, I was standing right there. He didn't know the nature of our relationship, we could be engaged for all he knows!"

I giggled my ass off. When I told Mariah about it, she gasped and said, "He got jealous!"

We drove out to Gettysburg after that. I fell asleep in the car, and when we got there, I didn't know where we were. He hadn't told me ahead of time, and there were huge trees all around us. It was beautiful, it really was. We wandered around the battlefield for a little bit, climbing on rocks and looking at the glorious view from the top of one of the hills.

There was also a large memorial built there- it looked like a tiny castle. You could climb up to the top of it and be standing on the roof, looking over at everything. It was really high up, but it was spectacular. He kissed me up there, just a few gentle kisses, and I melted.

Then the tourists showed up. It must have been a field trip day, because there were kids EVERYWHERE. We were trapped on the roof because the staircase to get up there was so narrow, and we plotted ways to kill ourselves. It was terrible, I hate 11 year olds. :D He said we should start making out and see if that got rid of them. "They do think it's gross, you know", he said.

We didn't. But we managed to escape.

We left Gettysburg and went driving. We played 90's music and drove and sang and drove some more. I showed him the Cabbage Patch (which is hilarious), and he sang Alanis Morrisette. It was so much fun, and I wish I could have done it forever.

He dropped me off at home, with more kissing and head-holding, and I fell in love. I really did.

I'm leaving tonight for a Pearl Jam/Band of Horses concert. I'll be home around 3 or 4, and then at 6, I'm leaving with my mom and sister to go to the beach. I won't be home until Sunday.

I'm going to miss the hell out of him. The past few days have been so wonderful, I don't know why we didn't do this sooner. I woke up today to a message from him saying, "I'll miss you this weekend." I could have cried, really.

So, there you go. I think Mariah put it best when she said, "How long did it take for your relationship to change? It was OVERNIGHT." :D

I'm so happy, I can hardly stand it.