To the Anonymous Comment Poster:

-Yeah, double standards do suck. We've discussed it this past weekend, and we're going to talk even further into it tonight. I basically told him that either we both have the same rules or we both have no rules.

-Outercourse is...different for me, I suppose. I know it's better than nothing, but I'm one of those girls that just wants it IN me, and in me NOW. We've played, and I'm getting my IUD on Monday, so it should be good after that.

-As for this being a problem, it definitely is. I've been to numerous therapists, some legit and some not, and they've all told me the same thing. I've been to SAA meetings, sadly enough. What I have is a little bit beyond normalcy. I'm not trying to make myself sound different or special or any of that. It's just the truth.

I hope that didn't come off as rude. It really wasn't meant to be. I just get frustrated when people don't understand that this is different. I think about sex or sexual things for about 90% of my day. I can get off 7 or 8 times, and as soon as I'm done, I want more. It's an insatiable craving, and my mind completely shuts down until I'm satisfied- which is almost never.

I'm definitely going to be checking out those websites, though. Thanks!





...I had some mind blowing sex last night, however. I need to get some food and take a nap, and then I can report back with a couple interesting stories.

Here's some teasers:
-That radio DJ I mentioned earlier? He's baaaaack.
-Is it possible to give a rim job, a hand job, AND play with a guy's balls at one time?
-Exactly what I yelled that made the dog bark like a loon.
-Why I used the phrase "making love" for the first time in my life.