Introduction.

I'm not here to change the world.
I'm not here to be made fun of, or disrespected.
I'm not here to brag about my experiences, or to devalue myself as a human.

I just want to let this side out. And if I can manage to help someone else in the process, or help some people understand how this really affects my mind, I'm more than happy to do it.

The reason I'm keeping it anonymous is because I've done some things that I'm not particularly proud of. I need to be able to let it go, to look back on things I've done in hopes of getting better, and maybe- just maybe- make someone else feel like they're not alone.

So, this first post is strictly about me as a person. We'll get to all the juicy stuff in the next post, but I want you, whoever you are, to know who I am before I tell you how many people I've sucked off, or what my experience banging a local DJ was like.

I won't reveal my name or any specific details about myself that would give me away to a family member or friend. However, I can tell you this:

-I'm a female.
-My favorite food is chicken. Any kind.
-I love rock music.
-I bite my nails until they bleed.
-I'm not what you'd call "gorgeous", but I'm definitely not ugly.
-Sometimes, I listen to Hootie & The Blowfish.
-I'm different. Every guy I've dated and/or fucked has told me so.
-It's a good different, not a bad.
-I am, however, a little bit weird. They didn't call me a freak in high school for no reason.
-I've been in over 10 physical fights in my life- with both men and women.
-I will always put my right shoe on first. I will go out of my way to do it.
-I know how to smoke a cigarette without getting lipstick on the filter.
-My father doesn't believe that I was raped.
-I'm a bit of a liar, but I suppose you have to be to make it in this world.
-Overall, I'm a good person. I love to help people, and I'd do anything for anyone. I have a good heart, and I can make people fall in love with me because of that.


So, now that you know some things about me that really don't matter, let's get to the good stuff.

-I was diagnosed as a nymphomaniac at age 18.
-I'm currently 19.
-I lost my virginity at age 16.
-I have had 11 partners- most of them one night stands.
-I'm bisexual.
-I have banged a transgendered person, a local DJ with some celebrity status, a man who looks like he stepped out of a Greek painting, a man older than my father, a white guy with a black cock (stereotype, I know, I know), and 3 guys at once.
-I can't HELP how much I want sex. I feel like a 14 year old boy sometimes. It's like something grabs ahold of me, chokes me, and doesn't let go until it's satisfied.
-I'm multi-orgasmic, which doesn't help me.
-My friends joke that I like cock more than gay men. Which is a lot.
-I've cried before, during, and after many sexual encounters.


Introduction complete.

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