Happeh.

Rob and I are officially together. I never thought this would happen. It still doesn't feel real. He's been this fuck buddy for so long, and I really felt so self-concious around him, like I was never good enough to even be friends with- I'm just waiting to wake up and have it go right back to how it was.

I'm crazy in love with him. I really am. He is what I want, he is everything I could have asked for in a lover and a friend. I'm not as scared as I was before; I'm just happy.

We decided that we won't sleep with other people. The exception to this is threesomes, as long as we are both involved. This is new to me. I haven't had a monogamous-ish relationship since I was...I dunno, eighteen? I'm not scared, but I'm...nervous, maybe? I think it's a good thing. I don't feel like I need to be with anyone but him. He keeps me satisfied.

There is already a threesome in the works. I'm excited. The last one was so much fun. And the chick he picked seems pretty cool. I'm really hoping it works out.

I've also realized that this blog has slowly drifted from stories of sexual debauchery to ramblings about my life. I'm a little disappointed in this, so I think after today's writings, I'll start getting back to the dirty stuff.

Oh, and one more thing. Octavium, you asked if anyone in my real life knows about this blog. The answer is sort of. My best friend knows of it, my ex boyfriend knows of it, and Rob knows of it. He happened to see that it was a shortcut on my homepage and asked about it, so I gave him a brief explanation. They haven't seen it, and they don't know how to get to it.

So there's the brief update. If you guys want to hear any stories about any particular people or sex acts, let me know.